My Life (don't steal!)
5 months has it really been that long?
Yes it has...
I still feel the pain
of your shoe hitting my heart
and stomping on it over and over again
Are you happy with her?
Does she remind you of me?
I wonder sometimes
if she's prettier than me
What was so special about her
that made you leave me here alone
I guess I'll never know
Your my best friend
you know that
but this new dilema
is sort of scarry
I wonder how they'll react
it's not like I can never tell them
Not sure if I'm up for packing
I don't want to leave you here alone
Always thought it would be kool to have a baby around
just never thought it would be so soon
I'm sorry if they send me away
Please tell your child
stories of me
and how I could never smile
I just hurt to much inside
You my friend
were the most amazing
From 6th grade to 9th
you were there
but over the summer
you faded away
Where have you gone
I'm learning our friendship can't go back
I've been replaced
But who is Laura really
does she care about you like I do
Some how I don't think she does
I've written over 24 poems to tell you the truth
but still you refuse to talk to me
Where did we go wrong
Was it when we tried to be more than friends
or when you tore out my heart and left it in the rain
I sure wish you would tell me
To all of you in my life
did you see that tear
the tear that just rolled down my cheek
It symbolizes loosing everything
I have nothing left
I feel like I'm fading away
a little more each day
If you could only see the pain inside
my heart is black as coal
Everyone in a while
I feel like I might smile
but it's only in my mind
I have nothing to smile for
I'm sorry I'm so depressed
I've been a horrible girlfriend and friend
It's obvious I know
but I'm trying my best
I just can't seem to care anymore
I've made the promise to live for as long as I can
but as each day comes to a close
I feel myself growing closer
to pushing the button to end my life
Girl
I know this girl who hurts She hurts inside from pain and anger She fights back her tears as she thinks Thinks about how she wants to go About how much she wants to die She sits quietly in the bathroom No one else is home Now is her chance to do it To finally end her life She takes the knife to her are And slowly drags it across She begins to feel happy and free She feels the pain and anger slip away "I'm gone" she says to herself with her one last breath And with that it's over....
You Don't Care
The arrow shot through my heart is causing blood to spill I’m looking for you to show you what you’ve done to me But when I find you you still don’t seem to care I plead with you to help me But instead you just laugh and as you walk away the tears begin to fall I say your name but no one is there No one ever is You walked away with my heart and smashed it all to pieces Was it fun? I would sure love to do the same so you can feel how much it hurts Is there a special class where you learn to break a heart Because if there is I’d give you an A+ I’m so broken right now but you would never know it That’s just it…you don’t care
